These people are everywhere. Am I surprised? No, not at all.    ..    You see, I am a survivor with an horrific tale to tell. There is not a day goes by that I do not think about my abuser, even though he died many many years ago. He was never punished for what he did and I found out later that he was abusing many others in my family.  No, never ever punished but me? I am being punished every single day by what he did and how it has affected me these last 60 years. He stole my self esteem. He stole my confidence, my sleep, my female clothing to a point, I cannot wear a dress and feel comfortable ever. I lost my childhood and my teens and as a young woman I was so mixed up and in mental torment.

 PTSD gave me actual pain.

Physical pain I will post more when I am ready.


Thoughts and affirmations of the white warrior 31st May 2017 — My Truth, My Words , My Life

Guess things are quite obvious in some ways Simple things Let things go and trust Listen to your gut Have pace of mind Is it worth it I’m grateful for the simple things Don’t lose focus of these I know sometimes I do but at least we know them and the feeling we get from […]

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